i’m a solid ELF and i love SM, generally.
there are days when i just suddenly want to go behind the camera lens of what the media shows us and i just want to see my idols living their normal lives. i want to know who’s hooking up with who (and i’m not gonna be jealous about it.), i want to know who they really are when the spotlights are diverted from them. i want to see how they befriend other labelmates (e.g. suju and snsd) behind the scenes. i want to know the reason for the days when they’re suddenly not smiling anymore, i want to see them practicing dances, i want to see them recording their songs. i want to know what happens before and after some members faint from exhaustion. i want to see how they act around the family members of fellow groupmates. i want to know who had surgery, and who had not.
heck, i even want to see them fighting (out of curiosity, not violence.)
I AM TYPING THIS IN A VERY SERIOUS AND I’M-NOT-FOOLING-AROUND MOOD; I’M NOT EVEN THINKING OF HOW I LOVE MY BIAS VERY MUCH, I JUST WANT SEE HOW HE ACTS AS A NORMAL PERSON.
this is a very simple (some would say delusional, but no, this is a very legit) wish of a fangirl. if i were to be transformed to a coordi noona just to witness all this, then so be it.
srsly. i agree with you.
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